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Stay strong my boy

hello, it’s been a long time since i last saw you update anything. it’s been seven months since we met, can you believe that? you’ve become the longest and most meaningful connection i’ve ever had, and i truly feel a bond with you, both physically and emotionally. i found myself crying again when i reread the poems you wrote for me. they still touch my heart the same way they did before. you are a gentle, kind, and beautiful soul, someone with a warm and forgiving heart. i’ve gone through so many difficult moments, times when i felt lost and unhappy with myself, and i ended up taking my pain out on you. yet you stayed, continuing to accept and love me, a love that, sometimes, i try to deny even though deep down i know it’s real. thank you so much. you are a wonderful boyfriend that i have. tomorrow when we meet, i will kiss you like how the first time we did

meow:3

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this a cozy site bruv i liek it. yk as your friend (although we're not so close yet) i was quite worried abt you when you told me u had to take depression pills and stuff. like idk i just felt a weird sense of responsibility as a friend of yours. i dont have many friends, i appreciate every friend of mine including you. i just wanna let you know that i feel relieved reading your journal archives. you have someone who cares about you, someone who loves you deeply (or used to, whatever it is its still precious). i have to admit im a bit jealous because the words are so raw and emotional LMAO but again, im happy for you bro. you must be a gentleman in her eyes

insane makeout

hey i just wanted to ask if youve been feeling a bit overwhelmed or stressed with school stuff lately like if things ever get too much or feel like a burnout kind of thing... you can always talk to me ok no pressure just here if you need someone to listen. maybe tmr we ll meet please talk about it to me, feel free to kiss or talk to me. ily.

good kisser icl

may the sorrows of this world pass him by. may no wrath fall upon the gentle man I love

that sounds like quiet growth, the kind that does not shout but still means everything. im glad things feel a bit lighter now, even if not perfect. you have made it through heavy days before, and now you are standing in a softer moment. let yourself rest there, let yourself breathe. even if some people still carry hate, that is their burden not yours. you are not who you were back then. you have changed, and you are still changing. the sunshine found you for a reason. let it stay a while.

hey, so tomorrow’s the first day back at school i’ve been feeling kinda nervous, a little clingy to have enough courage in your dms to tell you this lol i know that feeling, standing at the edge of something and just not wanting to move school, people, expectations it can all feel like too much when your head and heart are tired. you dont need a perfect plan. blueprints are enough for now. just take it one small step at a time and if the loneliness creeps in, you’re not alone, not really. im here, maybe not always perfectly, but im here. maybe this year wont be amazing but maybe, just maybe, it ll hold some moments worth staying for you’ve made it this far. that means something you still can. one day at a time go easy on yourself. you’ve got this.

im really glad that you are still here, and that means something deeper than most people will ever understand it means that despite the weight you carry, despite the pain that has tried to pull you under, something inside you kept breathing, kept hoping, even if only in whispers. i know you’ve wanted more than just to survive. you’ve wanted to be seen, to be understood without having to explain yourself over and over, to feel like your presence makes a difference, like your existence is not just a shadow passing by unnoticed. you’ve wanted your story to matter, for your past to become more than just a wound you carry silently, and for your healing to be something real, something others might recognize and respect. and i need you to know. it does matter. you matter. even if others haven’t said it, even if life has been unkind and unfair, you are not invisible. your pain is valid. your dreams, no matter how buried, still have meaning. the hurt you’ve survived does not make you weak it shows a strength most people would never understand. you are not broken, even if you feel shattered. you are not a burden, even if the weight feels unbearable. you are not too much, even if you’ve been told that in all the wrong ways. the truth is, you are here now, and that is enough. you don’t have to earn the right to be loved. you don’t have to explain away the darkness. you are allowed to rest. you are allowed to feel everything. and you are allowed to stay. if the world has failed to hold you gently, i hope you know that doesn't mean you don’t deserve softness. if the past still echoes through your chest, that doesn’t mean you can’t find peace. sometimes, survival looks like just making it to the next breath, the next hour, the next morning. and that’s okay. there is still more to come. not because pain disappears, but because healing is possible. even slowly, even quietly. the story isn’t over yet. your presence still has meaning. and no matter how much it hurts right now, please hold on. because there is still someone out there who will understand you without needing a map. there is still a place for your laughter, for your softness, for your truth. there is still time for beauty to find you again, even if it has to arrive in small, quiet ways. please stay. the world is not finished with you yet. and i promise, it is better with you in it. goodnight.

please don't die please don't die please don't die please don't die please don't die please don't die please don't die please don't die please don't die you won't know who i am (or maybe will) but i do really care about you, please don't die.